After almost 5 months and 3 interviews, I am unfortunately still unemployed. Being unemployed sucks, not only for he lack of money coming in but more of the boredom factor. At first I was like ok, maybe I will take this opportunity to re-evaluate my career choice and see if a switch is in order, but now I am just getting antsy and bored. I just want to be active and productive during the day. At this point I will take a job in any field, any profession as long as training would be provided and the pay is greated than 10 dollars an hour. Anything less than or equal to 10 dollars an hour wouldn’t be worth it.
Being unemployed allows you mind to race and think about things you probably wouldn’t have. Like currently I am contemplating getting my own bowling bowl and shoes and stuff and joining a bowling league. Normally I wouldn’t contemplate it but my cousin Tyler is on the school bowling team so he talks about it and I’ve been playing Wii bowling lately that’s got me interested in bowling and then the other day I watched the Kelly Kulick become the first women to win a major men’s PBA tournament, so that was kewl. I have also been thinking about myself a lot lately.
I have been thinking about my career, and possibly going back to school. Maybe earn a degree in Criminal Justice and change careers. Right now I am concentrating on my Master’s Degree final project.
I have been thinking about myself in terms of relationships. My past two relationships have failed. Normally one wouldn’t think anything of it and just move on but these relationships were pretty serious so I am questioning what I did in these relationship that caused them to cease. I am currently seeing a social worker to aid in my revelation of why these relationships have fail. My sessions are going good and I think I have a pretty good understanding as to why. I have some issues I need to work on before I will be ready to enter into another serious relationship. I am taking at least 6 months of the single life before contemplating pursuing another serious relationship.
So that’s where my life stands…Single…Unemployed…Work on my master’s final project…Contemplating going back to school…Contemplating a career change…Trying to figure out who I am.